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You Don't Know

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Nobody knows me, yet everyone knows my name,
some people judge me, not knowing that I'm the same,
thanks for the offer, but I keep my old friends, always,
but then I get lonely, counting the endless days...

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well, this time now I know,
I ain't standing alone no more.

'Cause all I want is love,
someone who can share the pain I feel,
and the eyes that stare,
won't stare at me no more.
'Cause all I need is time,
time for me to open up and show
the person I am,
the person you think you know,
you don't know.


Westlife.

Check out the song, it's very beautiful: www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IqDLt…

Now, where to begin.
I've been feeling pretty lonely lately. I've noticed that all those real life "friends" of mine actually don't give a damn about me. The lyrics I typed in fit perfectly in every single part. People judge me before they actually get to know who I am. Weirdly enough, they all call me by my name, 'cause they've probably heard it once or twice, and they consider me "strange" because of my behaviour (like the fact that I'm a bit of a loner, and I get bored pretty easily), but they actually don't know a thing about me. Some of these guys haven't even ever talked to me, except when mocking me.
So, why use C.Y. for this pic? well of course, because her three eyes make her appear like a monster to "normal" wolves' eyes. They judge her only for the way she looks, without caring about who she really is, her personality, her ideas. I can't stand this attitude at all :(
You know what my motto is? "Never judge a book by its cover".
I'm sorry to bother you with these stupid thoughts, please ignore this if you're not interested. I just wanted to share my feelings right now, because I'm feeling pretty lonely -.-
Also, I have no problems to post this pic, 'cause I know that these people don't care about me, and they don't give a crap about my deviantART account, although they know I have one, so they'll never find this out.

Again, sorry to bother you guys.

Sorry for this rant, this was long ago :) Luckily I've gotten out of high school, I am now in University and I found some people who actually don't judge me beforehand :)

To all of you who are still struggling to be recognized for the amazing people you really are, best of luck friends! I'm sure sooner or later the magic will happen, and those dense people who judge you beforehand will finally appreciate you for who you actually are <3

C.Y. (c) :iconarven92:
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Pudinu's avatar
So sad... :( I read it all