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You Don't Know by ARVEN92 You Don't Know by ARVEN92
Nobody knows me, yet everyone knows my name,
some people judge me, not knowing that I'm the same,
thanks for the offer, but I keep my old friends, always,
but then I get lonely, counting the endless days...

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well, this time now I know,
I ain't standing alone no more.

'Cause all I want is love,
someone who can share the pain I feel,
and the eyes that stare,
won't stare at me no more.
'Cause all I need is time,
time for me to open up and show
the person I am,
the person you think you know,
you don't know.


Westlife.

Check out the song, it's very beautiful: www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IqDLt…

Now, where to begin.
I've been feeling pretty lonely lately. I've noticed that all those real life "friends" of mine actually don't give a damn about me. The lyrics I typed in fit perfectly in every single part. People judge me before they actually get to know who I am. Weirdly enough, they all call me by my name, 'cause they've probably heard it once or twice, and they consider me "strange" because of my behaviour (like the fact that I'm a bit of a loner, and I get bored pretty easily), but they actually don't know a thing about me. Some of these guys haven't even ever talked to me, except when mocking me.
So, why use C.Y. for this pic? well of course, because her three eyes make her appear like a monster to "normal" wolves' eyes. They judge her only for the way she looks, without caring about who she really is, her personality, her ideas. I can't stand this attitude at all :(
You know what my motto is? "Never judge a book by its cover".
I'm sorry to bother you with these stupid thoughts, please ignore this if you're not interested. I just wanted to share my feelings right now, because I'm feeling pretty lonely -.-
Also, I have no problems to post this pic, 'cause I know that these people don't care about me, and they don't give a crap about my deviantART account, although they know I have one, so they'll never find this out.

Again, sorry to bother you guys.

Sorry for this rant, this was long ago :) Luckily I've gotten out of high school, I am now in University and I found some people who actually don't judge me beforehand :)

To all of you who are still struggling to be recognized for the amazing people you really are, best of luck friends! I'm sure sooner or later the magic will happen, and those dense people who judge you beforehand will finally appreciate you for who you actually are <3

C.Y. (c) :iconarven92:
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LunaPackDemon Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
you drew this with markers or something??
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
With Copic Ciao
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Wondererofwonders Featured By Owner Edited Jan 3, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
You know, I often feel like this... And that is why I hate being around people Who are Not my parents... something like this happened to me too, and it happened for the sale reason: because I'm different...
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Same here :( Sadly this happens...
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Thunderbird330 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I JUST REALIZED. FOR CY, THIS COULD MEAN AJNA.
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeah :)
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asdfghjkl0440 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014
one thing i hate about bully's or people who say hateful comments to a certain person is that they think being different from everyone else is bad but the truth is our differences are what make us who we are and make us well us! also i hate i mean absolutely hate it when ANYONE is judged just by one action and i always encourage people to stand up. because if no one helps the ones who fall because of bullying no one will ever be kind.
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I agree fully, difference shouldn't be feared or criticized, it should be only appreciated and admired :)
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asdfghjkl0440 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014
:) I just wish everyone could see that
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
True :D
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asdfghjkl0440 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014
how do you reply so fast?
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Um, I don't know XD I had just received the message and I replied to it XD
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thegoldeyedwolf Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Be ur self, shoot for ur goals, and make the best of life. And nice design for the character
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I agree fully, that's exactly what I'm aiming to do <3
Thank you so much! :D
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thegoldeyedwolf Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
NP and keep up the amazing work 😄😄
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww thanks again! <3 I'll do my best :D
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thegoldeyedwolf Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
K Make sure to keep your head up and be proud of who u r😃
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I will! <3
I will not let anyone put me down :)
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thegoldeyedwolf Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Good
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
;)
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Yukinekocat Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2013
I'm sorry to hear about people bulling you; but frankly, I don't think you should listen to a single word they say. 
Basically, they are just judging you just because (in their eyes) you're different; well, that's not RIGHT AT ALL! I cannot stand it when people do that to others, especially if that person might look or act different, but might have a heart of gold. 
Just because someone may act, look, talk or just do something different to everyone else, doesn't mean that's a bad thing! 
My apologies for ranting, but I just can't stand that ignorance and insensitive attitude! 
So, right down to it, don't take any notice of what they say, just continue to be yourself. If nothing else, think about what happened to C.Y: she was bullied through her pup hood, being called a monster just because of how she looked; but Led found so many good things in C.Y.'s heart and didn't just her by her looks (Quote: you are no monster to my eyes.).  C.Y. found the same with the rest of the Chakra heroes, they don't judge C.Y. by how she looks; they like her and accept her as leader because of her personality and ideas.  
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
My, thank you a lot for your words *sorry for the very late reply!*

No worries, I fully understand what you mean, and I honestly don't know why people are so bothered by differences :(

And that's right! That's exactly why I made that scene in the comic, so that everyone feels like they have a chance, no matter how much of a "monster" others say they look :)
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Yukinekocat Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013
Your welcome, don't worry about it if it's late, I don't mind. 
My apologies if my comment was a bit of a rant; I just couldn't keep my tongue held and had to say something about bulling. I just can't stand it!

Thank you for replying!
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey no worries at all! :D I fully understand what you mean :)
And no problems :)
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AkyaWolf Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Mi ricorda molto i miei anni delle elementali e della prima media, dove tutti, e dico tutti i miei compagni di classe mi prendevano in giro... E in prima media mi picchiavano pure...
Mi sono sempre sentita sola, e anche se il passato l'ho lasciato dietro alle spalle dopo che mi sono trasferita, sono rimasta scioccata e ferita da tutto ci...
E questo disegno rappresenta come mi sentivo e come vedevo i compagni che consideravo amici lasciarmi sola e mettersi contro di me...
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Accidenti, ti picchiavano pure? D8
terribile sentirlo, mi dispiace davvero molto :(
Spero che ora tutto vada meglio, lo spero davvero :/
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AkyaWolf Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Ora va tutto meglio, sono stati tempi duri, ma sono riuscita a superarli, un p, perlomeno.
dovesse succedere di nuovo, so come fare, come reagire... insomma, non tutto il male viene per nuocere...
per fortuna il disegno mi ha aiutata ( anche i tuoi mi hanno aiutata moltissimo, dandomi la "spinta" per riuscire a raggiungere il tuo livello)
insomma... grazie Arven. grazie per il supporto che mi dai, e grazie anche per quello che mi hai dato, anche senza conoscermi. Grazie. :affection:
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Menomale^^ Sono felice che tu ne sia uscita rinvigorita :D
Ma di niente! Sono felice di averti potuto aiutare! :hug:
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Draw3Raptor Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's really familiar. Almost the same! I suffer in asperger syndrome (similar to autism), so no one accepts my personality and my ideology. I have no friends. At least, I had one, but my 'best friend' left me because of a bastard, who always annoys me. I've got friends only on the internet and in another town, so we can't meet too much. My parents always says I won't be alone forever, but I've already gave up.

Simply, they think I'm opinionated, just because I love to explain everything on classes, but I must shut up, or they will hate me much more. Honestly, I love to differ, but it's got a lot of disadvantage.

And, yep. I've got a really old and ugly name (because dad gave it to me, mom wanted to name me Rka(pronunciation: Rei-ka) But instead my name became Zsuzsanna (I can't write the pronunciation, please type in google translate in hungarian language, then listen it) . And they always call me 'puska' (that actually means musket) and similar things.
I can't fight back, because I'm weak and my parents said: 'Just don't be loud in the school and be nice' Yep, that's my 1# problem. I'm too quiet and if I start to talk, they says: 'Oh, what a big mouthed one!' and similar things.
That's why I made my character, Pete. He's representing my pain, that's why he's so stressful and frustrated.

And the 2# problem is my weight. But, if nobody helps me, to change it. Everyone can annoy me, but they won't help. Anyways, I'm the only one, who became annoyed by them because of weight.

And my 3# problem is music. They says I'm a loser just because I'm always listening to Queen, The beatles, Guns 'n' Roses ect. While they are listening to Justin Bieber, Nicky Minaj, Psy, Pitbull ect.

Sorry for talking too much(really sorry xd) I just want you to not feel you're alone there are similar people to you. And if we join our forces, we can rule the Earth >:3 I already gave up, but you MUSTN'T do it. You're talented and nice, so don't let them bother you!

....anyways, sorry for my grammar, it's not my native language.
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh man, I'm sorry to hear that :( People sometime are really silly, picking on a person because of their name :(
It's really silly, because, well, you just don't choose your own name :/ And you shouldn't be judged for the way you think or for what you like/dislike, either. Sure, people may or may not agree with your tastes, but that's no reason to mock you :(

I really hope your situation changes to the better, I really do! :)
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Draw3Raptor Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for saying that :hug: I wish you a better future too! :D
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Not a problem! :D And thank you^^
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Dragoness17 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I do hope these things cleared up for you since you made this :c I'm shunned by most, being autistic and all, and my best and only friend has started devoting all her attention to another kid who lives nearer to her. And by that, I mean she takes him out of states to awesome places I can only dream of going to, ever. So yeah, with that and everything else, I feel pretty lonely. Indeed, the only place I can socialize easily is online, as people tend to judge me less quickly than they do in real life and actually have a chance to get to know me.

Hurrrr. Enough about me. This actually made me think of my big ol' villain Lankharra, or Lanky as I like to call him. His history explains why.

The older brother of two dragons and the heir to the Ramudian throne, Lankharra seemed and indeed had a great start to life. But due to his number of deformities including *cough* a third eye, he was teased from a very early age by other dragons, in varying forms of aggression. Not telling his parents about the problem didn't help either, as he opted to take care of it himself. At age seven, when he was already the size of a large adult, he started retaliating, physically, injuring the other dragons whether they had insulted him or not. Overhearing a report to his parents and the subsequent decision to give his younger brother the throne instead pretty much flipped Lanky. He murdered his brother and was exiled the next day.

However, despite all this aggression, there remains the sweet little dragon he hatched as. He knows every one of his army members personally, talks to them about regular things and cares about each one very deeply. And he hates his looks, his disabilities. He regrets his past actions, but at the same time feels no incentive or is even brave enough to go back and attempt to redeem himself.

So you might be able to guess why he attacks Kyzaro's clan twice, and the forest as a whole. Though I can't say what's the answer unless it's through PM cus you know, spoilers ;3
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awww this comment is so sweet <3

Yes, things have been going much better since this drawing came out :) Today, I have found a lot of friends who actually appreciate me for who I am, not for what I look like :)
But I know how you feel, because I've felt the same :( I am not autistic, but I know a bunch of people who are, and who are just amazing <3 Just to mention one, one of the best people I've met on this site, ~Aspi-Galou, and she's absolutely incredible <3 And then, Satoshi Tajiri, the creator of Pokemon. I WORSHIP THAT MAN. Nuff said <3 So yeah, I really fail to understand how people tend to judge so easily, to apply tags: "Autistic? Okay. Autistic = stupid". Man, that is SO wrong. And not just toward autistic people, they apply tags toward anyone who thinks differently from them. Back in high school, I was always considered a weirdo because I drew a lot. At first, my classmates were curious about my pictures, but gradually they just began to ignore me. I drew more and more because I felt cut out, I felt like I had no connection to them at all. All the schoolgirls in my class discussed about boyfriends and fashion, and I wasn't really interested in that. I listened, sure, but I never had anything to say, so after a while, I just went back to drawing. Then, as I went to university, I met some people who shared some of my passions. Not the drawing one, but other passions we had in common, so we were able to build conversations. Today, I've grown so fond of them, I think my life would have been so much emptier without them.

I'm really sorry you have to endure a similar fate, I really hope it ends soon, like it ended for me :(

My, Lanky's story is so sad, but I like the fact that he has conserved a soft spot despite all the years of aggression. It suits him well, and it makes him a very interesting villain :)

OMGOMG NOOOOO I don't want spoilerzzzzz! :la: I'm SO looking forward for the comic, so I'll be glad to wait till then to find out x3
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Dragoness17 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh that's wonderful to hear <3 And of course, you'll always have your many supporters here ouO

I finally got around to looking at Aspi-Galou's page and just started to talk to her :D And so many horses OMG I love horses <33

Ditto on Satoshi Tajiri! So many awesome pokemon that would have never existed if it wasn't for him... no Zekrom, Reshiram, Haxorus, Yveltal, Giratina, Dialga, Charizard etc etc x3

Yup, I know that feel 3: I can never see the interest in fashion and stuff like that (I'm really depressed about the fact that my favourite local stores are gradually closing down and being replaced by clothing stores D: ) and being so antisocial means I have never met someone who shares the same interests as me, aside from one. But that's not a drawing interest, tis an insect interest. While bugs are awesome, it's not my main interest and so I've yet to find someone who I can really connect with through art. One day maybe, but I do greatly doubt ever finding a RL art friend. On the Internet though, it's an entirely different scenario. Four bestest friends who you can find listed on my dA page, and many more acquaintances xD

Yessssss just what I was aiming for ouo Too many cardboard villains out there. Needs a bit of... something 3D. XD

I guessed you'd say that ;P Well, not all that long to wait now. Started on a detailed and finalized script, so all I need to do is design all the characters, practice environments to satisfaction (treeeees...) and given two years or so, I should be good to go C:

Two years is a long time, isn't it? D:
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I agree, that's a really great luck <333

Hoho I agree, the way she draws horses is just fantastic :D 
And that's true too <3 I thank him for Arcanine <33333333 EPIC ARCANINE <3333

I feel the same :/ I've never had a friend who really cared about art, either, and I don't think I'll ever find one ;_; But on the internet, I was really surprised to see just how many people actually liked what I did, it was incredible <3

Hohoho fantastic, I totally can't wait XD
PFFF TREES D8 MY NEMSIS D8

XD Well it might look like so, but for a project as detailed and as deep as yours, I think they're just fantastic :D Your precision of details is really great, I envy it :la: Take all the time you need, and in the end, the results will be great :D
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RiverStarMontenegro Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh God do you know how people from my school act to me?You know for my country i have strange name and surname:Lara Cabarkapa. Because of that people think how i'm weird or something -.- They keep calling me Coperkap and Carapkapa laughing at my surname. Also they think how my name Lara is weird and God knows why...Also i'm a loner and i really love animals.And people think how im funniest person on world if i love animals!So yeah people from my school or don't have brain,or don't know how to use it -.-
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeah, some people really don't know respect :( I hope they grow out of it and leave you alone :(
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RiverStarMontenegro Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you and I"m sorry...
Thank you for being optimist but i think they wont get rid of calling me like that until High School :(
And I"m sorry because you need to listen how i"m blabbing about my school problems :/
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm really sorry to hear that ;_;
And no worries, it doesn't bother me at all :)
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XXStigerstar Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I understand completley. I have always been much of a loner...i think most of us have on Da....I think artist are a little diffrent from most people...we are unique....YOU are unique and dont change. In this way i think you and C.Y are quite simmiliar. No matter what anyone says you will both be special. XD
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww thank you a lot for your words <3
Yeah, that's what inspired me for C.Y.'s personality :) She knows she is different, so at first she hides it. Then, however, she realizes that her difference is nothing to be afraid of, what really counts is what you have inside :)
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XXStigerstar Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
yupp XD
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:)
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LinkandEpona Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Its not bothering me, in fact I can really relate to this. Its not stupid thoughts, its a cry for help. everyone should have a shoulder to cry on. I cant say "I know exactly how you feel" because I dont. I can only sympathise. I have been through something similar but no one goes through exactly the same thing, no one should be left out or made to feel that way but its happens. and it happened to me, most of the time it happens to the nicest of people just because they are unique. I think I am just rambling on now, so I am not going to say much more. Just this, I am proud to be unique, even if it means not being "Popular" or whatever
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww thank you for understanding what I mean, I'm glad I'm not alone with this :)
I'm feeling much better these days, I found people who like me for what I am, not for what I look like, and that's enough for me :D
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LinkandEpona Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I hate feeling alone but I have been hurt so much I can say I'm used to it. It is good to know people out there can help, Knowing that the whole world isnt against you and that people will listen can affect someone so much
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That's true, I never realized just how much some people actually cared for me, and it's the judgement of those people that I really value :)
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LinkandEpona Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
You should never look down on someone unless you are helping them up :)
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww ^_^
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